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officially off to work tmr. pretty nervous abt it. totally cant imagine how life wld be... bless me and wish me luck... tata.

ladidums... :D got my shooting schedule.. am all excited.. though its goin to be quite tough? im still excited though.. anw, im here to annouce i wont be blogging as much animore.. in fact much lesser than wad i have been doing? since i will be away.. till maybe after 7 or 8th of dec? will be workin lah so yea?

Do take care peeps! those who finished their O's and A's, do take a good break and enjoy ok? :) tsktsk...

lots of feelings cant explained.. lots of words that i wanna say but well.. its ok.. im happie and excited and everything else! Joy, peace and laughter! ok im mad...

tsktsk xz went back to taiwan today.. wahh dint meet him at all though he stayed in spore for so damn long.. haha wad a joke.. actually see him in genting instead.. *hugs stomach and laugh*

bah wo shen jing bing le lah! :D ciaos people!

cheng nuo shi yong lai da po de

wo pa zi ji yi dan yi lai yi ge ren, zui hou na ge ren hai shi li kai

love this part of xi jie. said by ya yu. xi jie lovers. look out for back episodes.. conversation between yu li and ya yu, really sweet, really nice.

How funny, when i heard what yu say, esp the above two lines, its just like de ja vu... so familiar? *shrugs*

shi qu bu shi jian huai shi, hui shi qu shi yin wei ceng jin yong you. mei you shen me shi tian chang di jiu, na zhi shi ren xin de ke wang, de yuan wang. Suo yi, yi shi de cun zai, hao bi yong yuan dou bu fa sheng lai de hao bah? shi zhe yang mah? yin gai jiu shi.. zhi shi, ren xin tan min. de dao yi ge, jiu xiang de dao ling yi ge, bu shi mah?

wo zai shuo fei hua.... hao fei de hua.. haha

yoops, am back in action. Finally. Before i forgets, thanks jiam for the wonderful midi.

Anyway, pw ended last week. Big hooray. Joy to the world! Went genting on friday with parents and aunties. GOsh im freakin the youngest? Trip was a-ok lah. Wasn't fantastic but wasn't that bad? Mastered self entertainment of cause. Did tonnes of thinking over there, haha sorta evaluated myself lah. The feeling was good. To be able to spend time with yourself? Met lots of stars there though, on sat nite. Genting had some award thingy lah, so i did see 5566. But i missed everything they had in spore. But well, after all it doesn't matter. Just like how xiezhi was in taka today and i still dint meet him? Fate loh.. hehee madness...

Juan's bday today.. Clique went out to celebrate.. juan yun and zhi went sch for their stuff while me and jiel roamed around in town.. ehhe had a nice time with her.. :D sheesh... no mood to actually blog.. no feeling.. sian-ed

ohh i bot wo tao yan wang ren fu... just by scanning thru the book i was alr half-dead due to laughing... interesting guy.. :)

Anybody hears Cun Zai? Yummmmmmmy song! :D Okay, I'm not Wu Mei Yan. Haha. Isn't it obvious? I'm much much much nicer than her!! Haha. Enough of my crap. Bye sweet lady. Signing off. Take care alright? :)

didn't really do much today.. was suppose to be doing pw file with yun jie but ended up with nothing... sigh..

Met her after her exam and cabbed to her house cos she felt loaded?? shen jing bing! then she started showing me hai tun wan lian ren vol 2... gosh... after 2 disc we settled down for work but the gang came.. ahha so u can imagine its impossible to get things done? was watching vcds till like 7? shen jing bing rite? yes they even dug out mvp qing ren to watch.. hehe madness.. yesyes... its really funny somehow.. and then they start to compare me with xiezhi.. feel like digging a hole at that moment! sigh.. i cant make it for the 16th auto session... thinkin of it actually makes me really upset... sighs...

i donno.. its hard not to think about things.. Zhong jue de shi qing jiu shi bu shi na me de jian dan, wo gen bu ming bai ni xiang shuo xie shen me. Dui hen duo shi qing, wo yi jing bu ming bai, bu liao jie, nian qu fen xi de neng li ye mei you.. huo xu shi yin wei wo gen ben bu xiang.. wo yi jing yan juan na zhong shi shi dou yao zhu dong... nan dao, ou er bei dong yi xia shi cuo de mah? nan dao jiu fei zhu dong qu zuo yi xie shi qing bu ke? nan dao bu zhu dong jiu bu shi wo mah? wei shen me, nan dao qu jie shou yi ge yuan ben de ren shi na me xin ku de shi mah? wo bu dong, wo ye bu xiang qu dong..

jin tian, wo si hu neng gan jue dao, bei ren you suo qi wang, shi yi jian ya li ji dao de shi. dui fang hao xiang ba ni kan chen shi hao ren, shi tian shi si de, na zhong gan jue hen tong ku. Zi ji gen ben bu shi shen me tian shi, gen ben bu shi shen me sheng ren, wo zhi shi ge pu tong de ren ba le, wo jin tian bu fan xia shen me cuo wu bu dai biao wo wang hou bu hui, wo jin tian bu hui rang ni shi wang, bing bu dai biao wo yong yuan bu hui... Ni dui wo de bu shi xin ren, er shi yi zhong qi wang... yi zhong cha chu wo neng gei ni de qi wang. Wo hen hai pa, you yi tian wo hui rang ni shi wang. Na zhong ya li, ni ming bai mah? wo xiang ni bu hui ming bai, yin wei ni lian zhe ge dou bu hui kan dao, ni zen me hui ming bai...

Hen duo shi qing, bu xu yao zai mou ge ren mian qian ti, ni pian pian you ti. Shuo ni insensitive? Wo bu zhi dao. Shi ke yi, shi wu yi, wo gen ben bu xiang qu zhao chu shen me da an. Bi jing, xi guan jiu hao, yin wei wo ren wei, na jiu shi ni. Wo bu xiang ni gai bian shen me, zhi xi wang you yi tian ni hui liao jie... Dan shi wo hai shi xiang xin, zi ji sui ji ying bian shi ge gen hao de fang fa...

Hu ran jue de, zhen ge dan zi yi shun jian jiang ta zai wo de jian shang.. you zhong dan dan bu qi de gan jue...

Wo bu shi zai zhen dui ren he ren, yin wei wo bu xiang gai bian shui, wo zhi shi xiang qu jie shou wo suo ren shi de ren, yin wei wo ye xi wang qi ta ren neng jie shou wo. Wo zhi shi xiang shuo... shuo chu wo xin li hun zha de lian tou.. shuo le wu ren ting, wo ye bu guan.. yin wei bu zhong yao... wo jue de wo zai yu wu lun ci ba le...

eye-opener

Pretty cool day. I think i found another side of me. I have never approach people about jobs, today's the first, and after all things can be really really interesting? :)

I went to meet the in charge of this production house, and the person started telling me exactly what kind of thing they will be doing and shooting. I mean its really cool, the way she says that how everyone will be buzzing around trying to get things done, how everyone is going to start screaming and yelling, how scenes are going to be shot through the night etc. Everything just amuses me and makes me want to join them more. Well, this is definately going to be the stepping stone somehow, i mean in understanding where i;m heading in the future. Besides, this is actually the very minor part of mass comm that im interested, there's still alot i've yet to explore, like journalism and tv production etc. I guess all this really gonna make me excited and prob i hope, will make me study hard the next year. I just need parents approval now.. cheese.

Met this lady recommended by my sis. Suppose to help her do up with some booklet thingy for her talk. Haha, its pretty ok. I think its the conversation we had that perks me up quite a bit. I never knew that i could talk in that manner. Well, today's really an experience for me. And i guess the days to come too...

Alright... Ohhh! did i mention, xiezhi looked so different in Jian Ao's mtv. I mean his actions.. .haha... okok im mad... im hungry! :p

killer fall

yikes, im down with luck today, or rather this morning. I couldn't wake up today since i had a bad night last night? My sis scared me by entering my room in the middle of the night? Then i had nightmare and apparently i didn;t have good sleep. Hell.. I fell down before even reaching the bus stop and ended up with bruises and scratches all over the place.. haha...

Intended to do some run during my break since i didn't have to attend lectures but well with the state of my leg i gave up the idea and ended up sleepin instead... Day was alright lah, got back results then had some lectures and blah blahs...

well.. day was alright... it wasn't all perfect but it wasn't all bad.. heard lots of stuff... jsut sometimes it makes me wonder is it better to judge from what pple say or from wad u believe... sometimes hearing others may not be a bad idea.. plus the fact if u can observe well enough to know what's going on... i donno... its contridicting... ha why am i discussing about this...

:) cheese.. am heading down for some "interview" tmr.. lucks to me!

hahah what a day... spent it all on entertainment!

Woke up and watched wo cai on ch u, then watched the recorded hong dou nv zhi lian. After which did some cooking and prepared some konyaku jelly.. yummie... And then continued by reading up some stuff for pw... then continued my hai tun wan lian ren... it's a really good show! Highly highly recommended! :D Finished disc seven by nine and took a slp at the sofa then woke up at ten? hahah... then completed my draft for my speech.. it's really messy mans! but hu cares... heheh i feel so dumb doing this...

ohh anw! go listern to i don't want to know, hai tun wan's theme song... is nice!! :)

am tired.. but shall do some writing for the story.... ciaos!

Had a long day... headache's killing me...

Slept at two last night i think... Woke up at seven and headed to school to save the file in my workspace.. Everything was smooth sailing... Got to marist at around 10.. haha pretty much an experience since uhmm.. i felt alienated? Didn't get to get the film done, but marist really have good IT stuff.. their imac is really cool mans... anyway, had crystal jade for lunch... sat there and tok till arnd 3+ before i head off to meet amm and han...

its really nice feeling meetin the two... decided to buy them their idol photos since i think their pics will make them feel better.. and i concluded i have quite good taste! :D hehehe... anw... went to the same places that i went yesterday but the feeling was different.. prob cos of the diff people... i dint laugh as much like yesterday, but yet i felt happie... cos i really miss seein this two gals... though we didn't really speak much.. i guess i was comfortable.. that was enough....

i wonder if u two noes... but seeing u guys made me feel alot better... and i hope u two will be truely happy too.. guess all the scheming and crap got us tired of pple somehow... but well.. hope all of us rest real well yea? :D and yes... han, u are supp to take charge the next outing okaes!? and rem to jio me if u guys going shopping for idols stuff hor? *grins* i love u two!! :D

have a tiring day.... hai tun wan lian ren is really nice... its catching my breathe away...

Ni bu shi wo, ni zhen de ming bai wo zai xiang xie shen me mah? Ni bu shi wo, ni zhen de ren wei ni liao jie wo xian zai de chu jing mah? Wo bu ren wei wo hen can, yin wei, wo xiang xin shi jie shang bi wo can de ren you ji bai wan bei. Ba shi jie kan de ming bai tou che, bu shi wo xuan ze de, wo zhi shi yun xu zi ji ba ta kan de qing chu, er qie wo xin fu kou fu. Wo yi jiu kan jian le shi jie de mei hao, dan wo ye bu pai che hui an de yi mian, yin wei wo yi zhi jiu shi zhe yang de shi ji. Wo bu hui qu ke yi bi kai bu wan mei de shi jie, yin wei zhe shi shang mei you dong xi shi wan mei de, bao kuo ai qing. Zhi dao zhi hou de gan jue, na zhi shi cha na jian de gan jue, ni shuo ni xu yao shi jian qu shi ying gai bian de wo, wo ye zai shi ying wo ling hui de shi qing. Shi shui bu gei shui shi jian le ne? Wo hen qing chu zi ji kan dao shen me, ye hen qing chu zi ji yao xie shen me. Wo bu hui yin wei shi jie chou lou, bu wan mei er xiao ji. Wo zhi shi xiang gei zi ji neng gou chuan qi de ji hui, yin wei xiu xi shi wei le zou geng chang yuan de lu. Er wo xiang xin, zhe duan shi jian yi guo, wo xiu xi gou le, wo you hui zai chong ci, er zhe shi mei li er chou er de shi jie, wo hui qu geng zhen xi... Zhi shi, xian zai de wo lei le, wo jue de wo you zi ge qu fang zhong wo zi ji, wo you xuan ze liu lu chu wo zhen gan qing, wo pan ni de yi mian. Zhe zhi shi wo fa xie de yi zhong tu jing, suo yi, qing ni rang wo sui zhe gan qing de liu shi er qu... wo zhi xiang xiu xi...

hai you, wo hai shi zai hu zhe mei jian shi, qing bu yao yi zi ji de pan duan er dui wo zuo chu shen me pan duan.. wo zhi dao ni hai shi hen guan xin... wo zhi shi xiang xin, bu shuo, bu zuo bing bu dai biao bu zai hu... zhi shi zai wo zai biao xian shen me zhi qian... wo xu yao guo zi ji de guan ka, er na, xu yao li qi, xu yao yong qi... er wo zhi shi zai chuan kou qi ba le...

zhen qing liu lu.. xi wang ni ming bai...